Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2009




Good Lord. I can't believe it is New Year's Eve again. It is the strangest sensation, last NYE feels like yesterday and a 100 years ago at the same time. 2008 was an incredible year for me. So full of massive changes, heartache, and happiness I can't believe I fit it all in to 365 days. It is kind of inspiring how much can happen in a year. Makes me realize that you never know where you will be next NYE, it could be completely different from the way you imagined it. Though I predict 2009 will be a little calmer, it should be equally exciting in different ways.

Tonight I will be hitting the town with Roomie. The fabulous Gigi helped me pick out an outfit last night, and I am really excited to dress up!! I also picked up a bottle of bubbly last night...I will be drinking this in my gorgeous black glass champagne flutes:
I love the Coppola wines, and this bottle was too pretty to pass up! And it comes wrapped in pink cellophane.

I am pretty sad to not be kissing WS at midnight tonight. I think I am doing the right thing, hoes (hos?) before bros and all that, it's just hard not to be bummed. I just love any excuse to kiss him. This morning we were kissing like teenagers in my work parking lot at 8:20am. Sigh. I never ever pictured myself being this in love, especially not at this point in my life. One of my resolutions is to not take that for granted, to be thankful every single day and to do everything I can to show him that. He shows and tells me every day, I feel so lucky that it shakes me to my core. I need to work on realizing that I can have this. There is no reason I don't deserve it, which is how I tend to feel about it.

Of course I have other resolutions. The Financial Revolution is the main one. Also working on willpower and taking care of myself. I want to learn to shop less (that will be painful) and focus more on my inner self. And not regain any of the 30ish lbs I lost this year. I know, I am not expecting much from myself, am I?? Oh well I am pretty sure the point of resolutions is to overshoot.

Sorry I have been lagging on the blogging lately...I have been reading, just not writing or commenting much. I feel kind of lame. I promise to do better! I hope everyone has a wonderful NYE, be safe!!

3 comments:

littlemissobsessivexo said...

Have a fabulous time tonight! I totally agree - you never know where a year will take you! =)

Happy new year! xo

Gigi knows best! said...

I like the thought of not knowing where you'll be in a year. That's inspiring, even for an old gal like me!

Have fun tonight! Your outfit is hot!

nory said...

Hope you had a great time on NYE!
I like what you said about learning to remind yourself that you deserve the love that WS gives you. I forget sometimes that I deserve what I have with TDH. I guess I need to add it to my list :) Look forward to reading your blog this year and seeing where we wind up!