It's Friday night, and I am blogging. I am blogging because I have nowhere else to go, no one else to talk to about what just happened in my life.
Things are over with roomie.
Let me remind you that roomie is someone that I consistently refer to as my BFF. My rock. My life partner. We have lived together for 3 years now.
I know what you are thinking. Girl fight, over emotional, things will pass and smooth over. Right? I promise you folks, not this one. Not this fight, and not this friendship.
Have you ever had a friend break-up? That is what I am dealing with here. When you love someone, and you find out that they don't feel the same, and haven't for awhile-is there a worse feeling in the universe? Is there any way to feel any lonelier than when you realize that the ONE person you felt closest to in the world is gone? Romantic or not, it sucks.
I am so hurt by this situation I can't even begin to explain. I feel stabbed in the back, I feel like an idiot, I feel really angry. You can say a lot of things about me, but I am a damn good and fiercely loyal friend. I am learning that not everyone deserves loyalty. Some people are spineless, immature, and insecure.
I might come back and post more details, or I might not. I don't know. All I know is that I am 75% sure she is moving out. She already took her cat.
And so a new chapter in my life begins.
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Really, really, really sorry about this:( I hope at some point you guys can talk and maybe be civil. There's alot of good memories there.
Ugg. I know how you feel. I've had a friend break-up before and they are the worst.
I am so sorry to hear things went down that way.
Keep your chin up, remember the good times and maybe like Gigi says, some day things can be different.
Until then, big hugs!
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